tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39661572024-03-13T18:56:44.782+08:00____ moonlight: the royal archives ...... ____If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it just for you. And share with you it's beauty on days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain, you can call it your very own. A place to find serenity, a place to be alone. If I could take your troubles, I would toss them to the sea. But all those I'm finding are impossible for me. I can't build a mountain, or, catch a rainbow for u. But, at least let me show you that I ......yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.comBlogger444125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-87615175295028054022009-12-05T21:15:00.001+08:002009-12-05T21:15:54.096+08:00<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" width="69" border="0" height="67" /><br /></p><br /><br /><pre>8PNC7V9WTAWC -> technorati claim</pre><br /><p align="center"><br />- the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1142776727466487472006-03-19T21:57:00.000+08:002006-04-05T13:01:59.246+08:00http://devilcatz.wordpress.com/<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p><br />Hey, people!!! His royal highness have moved to <a href="http://devilcatz.wordpress.com/">http://devilcatz.wordpress.com/</a><br /><br /> Please update as required on all your linksages.<br /><br /> Cheers people.<br /><br />For now, use the comment tags on my new blog wordpress...<br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1142659537011044862006-03-18T13:22:00.000+08:002006-03-18T17:45:59.323+08:00QuiZ<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p>[b]Slow and Steady[/b]<br /><br />[img]http://images.blogthings.com/howdopeopleseeyouquiz/serious.jpg[/img]<br /><br />Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.<br /><br />They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.<br /><br />It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.<br /><br />They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.<br /><br />[b]How Do People See You?[/b]<br /><br />[url]http://www.blogthings.com/howdopeopleseeyouquiz/[/url]<br /><br />and so they do feel surprise. not once, not twice, but thrice...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /><table style="color: #000000; border: 1px solid #333333; margin: 5px; margin-left: 35px; padding: 0px; width: 440px;" cellspacing="0"><tr><th style="color: #000000; font: bold 13px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: 1px solid #333333; border-top: none; border-left: none; width: 210px; background: #ffddcc;">Dating Strengths</th><th style="color: #000000; font: bold 13px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; border-bottom: 1px solid #333333; width: 210px; background: #ffddcc;">Dating Weaknesses</th></tr><tr><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: left; padding: 3px; margin: 0px; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; width: 210px; background: #ffffff; line-height: 20px; vertical-align: top;"><b>1.</b> Sense of Humor - 71.4%<br /><b>2.</b> Financial Situation - 69.2%<br /><b>3.</b> Open-Mindedness - 63.6%<br /><b>4.</b> Adventurousness - 58.3%<br /><b>5.</b> Varied Interests - 57.1%<br /></td><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: left; padding: 3px; margin: 0px; border: none; width: 210px; background: #ffffff; line-height: 20px; vertical-align: top;"><b>1.</b> Insecurity - 61.5%<br /><b>2.</b> Appearance - 55.6%<br /><b>3.</b> Pessimism - 50%<br /><b>4.</b> Vanity - 50%<br /></td></tr></table><br /><br /><table style="color: #000000; border: 1px solid #333333; margin: 5px; margin-left: 35px; padding: 0px; width: 440px;" cellspacing="0"><tr><th style="color: #000000; font: bold 13px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; border-bottom: 1px solid #333333; background: #ffddcc; width: 430px;">Dating Strengths Explained</th></tr><tr><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: left; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; background: #ffffff; width: 430px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Sense of Humor</b> - Girls are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display!<br /><b>Financial Situation</b> - You've got your financial situation under control, which is a very desirable quality. Be careful to avoid girls who are only interested in your money.<br /><b>Open-Mindedness</b> - You are open to trying new things and entertaining new ideas, and this widens your pool of available girls.<br /><b>Adventurousness</b> - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life.<br /><b>Varied Interests</b> - You don't limit yourself, and that's a dating asset. Your varied interests make you available and interesting to a wider range of girls.<br /><br /></td></tr><tr><th style="color: #000000; font: bold 13px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: 1px solid #333333; border-left: none; border-right: none; background: #ffddcc; width: 430px;">Dating Weaknesses Explained</th></tr><tr><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: left; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; background: #ffffff; width: 430px; line-height: 20px;"><b>Insecurity</b> - Your insecurity makes you doubt yourself, but you must learn to love and trust yourself if you want to succeed in dating.<br /><b>Appearance</b> - Devoting a greater effort at making good first impressions is a must. Try to be fit and develop a style if you want to catch a girl's attention.<br /><b>Pessimism</b> - Too much cynicism can be a turn-off. Try to see the brighter side of things and people will be attracted to your positive outlook.<br /><b>Vanity</b> - Learn to put a lower priority on looks. Appearance is, of course, important, but vanity is undesireable. The only people you will attract are the superficial.<br /><br /></td></tr><tr><td style="color: #000000; font: 12px arial, verdana, 'sans serif'; text-align: center; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; border: none; border-top: 1px solid #333333; background: #ffffff; width: 430px; line-height: 20px; background: #ffddcc;"><a href="http://www.datingdiversions.com/dating_sw_quiz.html" target="_top">Take This Dating Quiz</a></td></table><br /><br />XXX<br /><br />***The Keys to Your Heart***<br /><br /><br />You are attracted to good manners and elegance.<br /><br />In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.<br /><br />You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.<br /><br />You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.<br /><br />Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.<br /><br />Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.<br /><br />You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.<br /><br />In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.<br /><br /><br />What Are The Keys To Your Heart?<br />http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/<br /><br />maybe... just maybe...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />***Your Five Variable Love Profile***<br /><br /><br />Propensity for Monogamy:<br /><br />Your propensity for monogamy is high.<br />You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.<br />And in return, you expect the same from who you love.<br />Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.<br /><br />Experience Level:<br /><br />Your experience level is medium.<br />You probably have had a couple significant loves.<br />And you may have even had your heart broken.<br />But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.<br /><br />Dominance:<br /><br />Your dominance is low.<br />This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.<br />You know a relationship is not about getting your way.<br />And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.<br /><br />Cynicism:<br /><br />Your cynicism is low.<br />You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.<br />No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.<br />You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.<br />And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.<br /><br />Independence:<br /><br />Your independence is medium.<br />In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."<br />You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.<br />But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.<br /><br /><br />The Five Variable Love Test<br />http://www.blogthings.com/thefivevariablelovetest/<br /><br />hmm.. ya<br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1142526764842199662006-03-17T00:16:00.000+08:002006-03-17T01:00:08.626+08:00e world is quiet<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p><br /> and here the tales ends. well, did it ever begin? nope. not at all.<br /><br /> and so, there was no running races, no more doubts, no more questions, no more ponderings... just still, it's still tiring.<br /><br /> i've been pretty tired about this race. and so once the limit is reached, i've done the straight forward thing. Despite the fact that it is really unsincere to settle it online, it is done.<br /><br /> no more maze, no more twist, no more hopes. just a straight forward thing.<br /><br /> and the case is closed.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> and now, i ponder again. it's already back to being polite and courteousy, dripping with it.<br /><br /> maybe this is just my way of masking everything. to wear the smiley mask and parade around the world.<br /><br /> the world seem oddly quietly tonight. so is the heart.<br /><br /> and tonight, the moon seem awfully round and lonly.<br /><br /> things change. they really do.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> sometimes i wonder, it's been an long time since i last feel like this. being so horrible venomly correct and polite, been oddly calm. been 6 long years since K.S merge with god.<br /><br /> guess, in a way, not everything changed after all.<br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1142444379656609522006-03-16T01:18:00.000+08:002006-03-16T01:39:39.670+08:00simple minded: 只因为你、我情不自禁想呵护着你<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p> been recently listening to zhang dong liang's song - zhi yin wei ni. The lyrics goes like this:<br />只因为你、我情不自禁闭上眼睛;心里想了想、还是你;不让你离开我的手心;呵护着你;幻想着、紧抱在我怀里 。。。<br /> but then again, it looks hard to achieve? (use unicode encoding too see e chinese words lah)<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> quite clueless abt wat to do now. hmm.. i reckon. people who were aware are like saying:<br />Guy 1: it's called [tiao qi lai mai]<br />Gal 1: [you zhi zhe shi jing cheng]<br />Gal 2: you need to work harder to show tt u care n concern<br />Gal 3:<br />Gal 4:<br /><br /> me? i'm just clueless. afterall, listening to wat people say dun really help at all. tt's y at times like these when it's absolutly important to just calm down n think. other ppl just make me confused.<br /><br /> then again, i afraid the smartest ppl in the world will not give me any comments to help. i personally feel that these people are the best. but hey, do ya guys notice? such ppl r usually girls. men, just enjoy putting on the Mr. Fix It Hat n give weird ideas. (tt's y gal 3 n 4 do not plant any weird ideas in e my mind.<br /><br /> as gal3 would say. the wall coming down. maybe? after all, i'm pretty much trust wat she has to say. gal4 is even wiser n just listens :P<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> i ponder a bit now and then. it's really complex to figure what everybodies' grey matter is thinking. i'm pretty complex at many stuff. but then, i'm still really simple at this particular issue. work can be complex. sch can be complex. office politics can be complex. backstabbing can be complex.<br /><br /> but then, i prefer this issue not to be complex at all. pretty simple will be great. you see, the things ways r going. this doesn't seem to be going on fine.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> then again, who ever say liking some1 is ever simple. even if something fruitful turns out. what will happen next? clueless...<br /><br /> life just an't simple anymore. i'm tired. really tired over this<br /><br />只因为你、我情不自禁闭上眼睛;心里想了想、还是你;不让你离开我的手心;呵护着你;幻想着、紧抱在我怀里 。。。<br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1142435785208946222006-03-15T23:14:00.000+08:002006-03-15T23:16:25.220+08:00LIARS SUCK@!<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p> hello... pls FUCK off? Liars are really whores. DAMM YOU!<br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1142351441789736772006-03-14T23:02:00.000+08:002006-03-14T23:50:41.823+08:00polite = piss n upset n vexed<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p> damm it! his royal highness just relieased that he have been in an extremely polite mood today. in msn, the language he used to communicate with people was so EXtremely polite. in actual fact, it seems that he was using proper english all the while. even when he was speaking to people, it was difference.<br /><br /> the tone was different. the manner he speak was different. it was too formal, too polite, filled with a professional touch, and dripping with venom. but then again, his stage and the world, seem to dim-witted to reliease it. then again, the only people his royalness knows who can actually catch up with his train of thoughts dun really exist in abundance. a hand, and prob 2 fingers. TWO.<br /><br /> prob JJ n [F]&Ns will know. just prob. they're prob the most intelligent human beings on earth. prob even in the entire solar system. maybe even the entire universe and all it's parallel sister universe.<br /><br /> but then again, oh... nevermind. seriously, his royal highness needs a mind reader. maybe then, it will then be a great easier to relate everything out. sucks...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> so now you know. when his royal highness goes all out to being polital, polite, he's actually extremly vexed, annoyed, pissed about something, and obviously terrible upset.<br /><br /> so why is his royal highness feeling shitty? wow... like it's the greatest event on earth. his royal highness is feeling shitty... farK... there again, he is dripping with sacaristism again. (maybe i really should swear less, someone do say i swear a lot online --> at least i dun swear tt much in real life[but then again, swearing is indeed fun]).<br /><br /> he is vexed, because he is upset. he is upset because he is feeling silly. he is silly because he thinks he has done something tupid and is feelinf vexed, upset, silly and stupid. cased closed.<br /><br /> trival stuff just messed him up. major stuff like project datelines, exams nearing do not even as much as stir him to awaken. it's just like how he do in exams. tough nuts, he scores and aces it. easy Qs.. he flobs... wat's wrong?<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> yeah... welcome to the world of Mr. PMS, where being polite = pissed!<br /> and i will turn the world upside down (hmm.. this sound familiar? lol... well.. i leech it from a friend's msn nick...lol)<br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1142099041702312122006-03-12T00:55:00.000+08:002006-03-12T01:44:01.716+08:00hmmm...fishy bonus? roaR?! - ponders...<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p> his royal highness been actually wanting to blog a great deal recently. there's a load of random thoughts flowing in, and the urge just rocketed high. full of overflowing emotion and thoughts... there's always a need to release it. he had wanted to blog a few days ago; wanted to blog one day after tt; wanted to blog yesterday; wanted to blog this morning. but then again, his royal highness didn't do it.. cos.. when the thoughts come chunking in... theres' no computer at hand when he was on his royal tourage...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> been living life in a slightly positive mood. at least, tt helped a lot instead of just being sianz and depress about the world of living.<br /><br /> heres a new philosophy his royal highness derived:<br /><br />life sux. life simply sux.<br />if another good happens in life, we can consider it a bonus.<br />but then again, dun look forward to bonus,<br />cos then again, life ultimately sux.<br />life sux.<br /><br /> and so, bearing this school of thought in mind, he been living life as it is since monday! with bright yellow shirt, he braved to face the world.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> from the previous post. tues was boring.. his royal highnes was at home. wed was excellant. just walking from central lib..to sci to get some old chang kee. and he has his 1st bonus! he saw bella! haha~ chatting when walkin the long walk to lect was actually fun! all gals brightened his day!<br /><br /> thurs was somehow... hmmm boring in the morning.... when top up his supply of the colgate sweets that he simply loves.. then, the quence for e bus was nil.. noone at all..<br /><br />after he got back from 7-11... the chain of ppl drag all the way to e mrt esclator...wtf...<br /><br /> oh..did he mentioned he return a chain of keys too when he found it to a flippono maid when she forgot she has left it there? haha... quite funny to help some1 out who can't seem to speak english too... lol... cos his royalness was having a hard time telling her she forgot to take her bunch of keys... but all went well after tt. well.. maybe not..cos his royal highness had to chase her to tell her that... :(<br /><br /> went for the lecture... late... happen to see more bonus =) hehe! kawaii K!<br /><br /> not to mention the after lect lesson... more bonus. it seem the "life sux symdrone" had made his royal highness less tongue tied when he saw tigeresss~ blissed!<br /><br /> a good day indeed. @ times, his royalness is easily sastified...<br /><br /> sometimes he wonder.. y he can be so comfortable crapping.. chatting.. teasing a lot of other ppl around... but terriblly trap in the "cat caught his tongue situation" in front of tigeress... hmmm...<br /><br /> ponders...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> hmm.. friday... more bonus? hahaha!!! nah... finally went out with JJ!!!! hmm.. JJ dun equal lim jun jie okay... as a matter of fact... put my best friend with the singer... my friend will make lin jun jie pale in comparsion in looks.. hehe!<br /><br /> moron's still as happy going as usual! it's great to see jj n catch with him for so long. not much change in him.. still as siaoz as usual. still in the "single man" club. and very little to do so if he still rots in the freaky army. haha!!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> eh... was actually quite surprised that quite a no of ppl reads this blog. yet again, not 1 of the readers curses at his royal highness bad command of the english language. but then, everyone remebers him cursing... this is so wtf?<br /><br /> but then, what matters is the fact that ppl do read this, even when they really tag or comment tag a lot. still fine nevertheless... as long specific reads :P<br /><br /> this means YOU! YOU! and YOU! but then again, let's take the men out of the picture again! but at least tigeress reads once in while. and it did help to clear some doubts coming from his royal hignhess~ =)<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> his royal highness smiles... @ tigeress...<br /> p/s: time to watch tsubasa chronicles movie: and xxxHOLIC movie loh!<br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1141758084877369512006-03-08T02:45:00.000+08:002006-03-08T03:01:24.893+08:00monday was good... let's hope it lasts<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p> monday was actually a good start of the day. the usual monday was marked by an excellant morning with my favourte tutor, ivy! hehe! cheeky cheeky king! not only is my tutor an excellant motivation to come for lessons, she's a good tutor! at least, i learn more from here then my lecturers. let's not forget the kawaii tutorial mate, C. hehe~ good to look at. i'm not interested, but looking at gd stuff keeps the day going bright!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> slack for eons after ivy's lesson. skip lunch for the love of proj research. or rather... i skip lunch due to people phobia. eating with lots of ppl seem to turn me off these days.. well. went.. staying in the lib did some good after all. meet up with fiona~ she's [F]&Ns friend` slack a bit. chill a bit. she commented i look fitter... wow... it's another reason to feel gd on the day. hehe~ exchange phone numbers after she knew i'm a nm maj too~ so cool! finally another person who does my maj too! cool! cnm rock!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> race off to canteen after mugging with guys. y was i muggin with the guys? apparently, there was no space @ "the other table". well.... disappointing... was it an excuse given to me? i wonder... maybe it is... maybe i;m just too sensative... maybe.. this maybe that.. fark.<br /><br /> mugging witht the guys cheer me up then the other table anyway. christ was entertaining! n of course, we did his usual fav friendster activity. haha. so~ christ is very interested in tigeress friend. haha! so gd to see christ getting over his crap influation with some other.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> grab a egg sandwich. did i say i like sandwich with egg, luncheon meat, ham or tuna? Oh.. i dun really like cheese by the way.. just fyi.. haha~ (--> hu cares? lol... but then..just in case..).<br />ran into jinxun who justs get more n more beautiful with the days~ hehe~<br /><br /> did the usual, tap her other should n walk the other way. just seeint her turn around make me laugh n cheer up! yes, friends are wonderful! esp the nicer ones!<br /><br /> came back, and meet jinxun again. haha! and she was saying. her friend thinks i'm cute!!! woww!! (okay... those of u hu wan to puke can puke.... i dun really care.. lol--> this is my blog! haha! shoo shoo!~:) )<br /><br /> not bad... fiona n jinxun made my day!!!! wowow!!!!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> grab the nciest ipod skin ever.... at a cheap deal. got home, clean e ipod~ slip on the sexy skin, and make a clear plastic cover on the screen n mouse! wow! i love musiC!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> oh ya.. did i mention ALL of my friends r pretty?<br />yes... ALL of them... so people.. are u jealous? wahahaha<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> okay.. wednesday here. hope it dun suX.. n hu knows. thurs might sux after all too... lol... so will friday... maybe not?<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> lifes gd for not. but yes.. i still yield for the untouchable; the one who's there, yet who's presence is never feel....<br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1141495448689441282006-03-05T01:38:00.000+08:002006-03-05T02:04:08.700+08:00downgrading<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p><br /> and his royal highness argees that all the funny ppl reigns in nus fass... to be fair, maybe a small portion of them branch out to sci, and engin... haha<br /><br /> made new friends. well, actually... friends of friends. nice ppl. chat from heaven to earth, from earth to hell... then all e way back to heaven to earth, from earth to hell ......... (u get the pt.. dummy). it's really that there's such an invention called the msn. on the medium, chatting is possible other then using the silly phone... or the silly snail mailing!<br /><br /> at least, ya can bond up with new friends! hehe!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> hmmm... kathy is 20? haha! happy birthday.. old old old old old gal... how do i now? lol... peeps.. just check her msn msg. DarN... wasted 2 wholes lines on her... ... wasted ah!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> and so, after the 2 lines wasted on kathy... his royal highness decides to blog on something constructive... just wat shall he blog on? more crap? more sad stuff? or wat? maybe more tigeress? haiz...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> wierd shit.. it seems that then norton may be the best antivirus n system maintence out int the market. however, the shitty subscriptions issues from norton is pure nonsenese. let's comment on the lastest systemworks 2006. the 1st version released can't do actication by phone. this suck x 01<br /><br /> the second version fix the problem. but it's sloWWW n lags the system!!!<br /><br /> and now.. the second version has a software update.. tt renders the sub useless... there's a renewal shit. so in a fix of anger n sianzness tt norton has manage stop hackers like his royal highness again from using theri products... he's uninstalls norton and goes fully zonealarm n trendmicro. hmpf!<br /><br /> no more 3 firewalls... with 2 firewalls.. he feels so naked.... time to do less hacking... :(<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> ah... some1 i know in a bad mood. well... wat else is it abt? let's not assume makes an ASS of U n Me. time to cheer ppl up loh.. even when his royalness is neither in a gd mood. tough. life is tough.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> where's tigeress... hmm....<br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1141402632315825952006-03-03T23:25:00.000+08:002006-03-04T00:17:12.376+08:00colors center<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p> this is so weird... his royal highness just relieased that he has been wearing black shirt for this whole week when he was doing his laundry (yes... he does his own landuary) ... well... almost all black... it's as if he's preparing for some mourning season.<br /><br /> not long ago, his royal highness was flipping some books in the royal library of lonlynessism, and saw this color coding book. it says that color reflects the state of mind of the person choosing it. it means that, at certain times, the color chosen by the user at a certain time, will clearly reflect his current mood.<br /><br /> in addition, these was this ancient script on clothes coloring choosing... the color of clothings wore by the wearer projects to the world as an outlet of exactly how he is feeling inside. and to the horror of his royal highness... this week was generally all black, as opposed to the first few weeks when something big happened where his attire was actually completely with yellow, orange and bright color robes... hmmm....<br /><br /> conclusion: this is an unstable week for his royal highness...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> hmmmm... his royal highness has no idea wat he can do now, or wat he cannot do. he's totally clueless. sometimes, hotness, coldness strikes him in a !@#$%^&*()...<br /><br /> yes... what can he do now to improve the odds and improve the situation? what can he do to liven it up? in other words, he's totally feeling like zchen's song tt rose him to fame.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> some1 used to mentioned tt religion is a gd wat to know how to do things. his royal highness supposed so... he guess... now, a delimma strikes... which one to he turn to? budhism as appeared on his royal id? or the church where he hops occasionally? hehe... catholic church? protestant church? hmmm... so many options... which to chose? lol<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> bored... beach anyone?<br /> movie anyone? no one? someone? pls? bored!!!<br /> totally boredoom!<br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1141391342681698202006-03-03T20:40:00.000+08:002006-03-03T21:09:06.260+08:00hot? cold? y not lukewarm or hot? pls?<p align="center"><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3228/124/1600/A3699C-lg-b.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 122px; height: 122px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3228/124/320/A3699C-lg-b.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a> now... tt's what i feel... look at the newest avatar on the left!! (u dunce...). been physically tired n emotionally tired these days... not too great a deal. but hey, at least, i shed some pounds.(tt's a lie..damm it).<br /><br /> now figuring out a way to occuply the space beside the avatar picture. what shall i put? after all... it's really doubtful the VIPs will read anyway. (oops... of course [M]&Ms n [F[&Ns are welcome to read... haha juudee too!)<br /><br /> days been going on a hot and cold basis. extreme ends. either totally responive or totally cold and not responive? let's hope it's just the drag of the killer mid terms. let's just assume the issues of other personal matters. let's just hope it's the lot of handing over church matters. let's just hope tt everyone is buzy and really stress up?<br /><br /> maybe it's a lie? maybe i just think too much... maybe not? these thoughts continue to ponder when i had great company with [F]&Ns today on the bus to muggified(work lol) central lib after a splendid get together the [M]&Ns, [C]TE, n boring guys... I can't help but noticed the gathering was motive based. but then again, that's another story...<br /><br /> i'm tired... really tired. and then i ponder again. if friend of [F]&Ns could strive on so long waiting, why can't i do the same thing? after all... every1 had a great 8-9 months in sch?<br /><br /> well... time to do what the book says.. improve myself esteem!!!! haha!!!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> now... i wonder... if i know too much at some times. things i should really know just happen to fly to my ears... stuff that i shouldn't really know. today's lunch was so obviously a heavily motivated based lunch. an intential based lunch. the theme was "simply watching" haha.<br /><br /> see? tt y i dun wan to know too much. tiring.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> saw lots of possession control actions going on these days from ppl. e.g who r u with? where r u? why do u this with? to Whom is tt? how come he did this?<br /><br /> saw lots of wussie actions. ppl with balls so small it's like mosquito bites. E is unhappy with R's blog comments n scolds M. R thinks E is weak and is a totally wussie taking on M. pathetic.<br /><br /> saw an interesting clip on how media protrays women as objects. as a thing. as a possession. and how the media shapes man to think in this way.<br /><br /> just imagine if media ads to this: "ur pen is limp.slimy.perky.pointy.shaggy.too far apart.too A cup. too small and only 2 inchs" --> the last word 2 inch earn roaring laughter from the lecture.. lol. funny documentary show.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> the song playing is simply too nice!<br />Anastias OST - Richard Marx * Donna Lewis - At The Beginning<br /><br /> the first english song that i really really love b4 BSB cult came it. the lyrics goes somthing like this: well... i just show the part i love best<br /><br />richard marx:<br />"no one told me, i was going to find you.<br />unexpected, wat u did to my heart<br /><br />when i lost hope, you were there to remind me<br />this is the star...."<br /><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><br />.... with this.. now u know wat i meant by hot n cold. (let's see who is smart to guess this out)<br />my life n ans is a riddle... my philosophy..<br /><br />[F]&Ns indeed is a smart gal. highly possible the only 1 who can exactly read my mind. and i ponder on ur words mine [F]&N, the great advisor!<br /><br />"knew there was somebody somewhere.<br />i've in love in the dark"<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> now.. it's prob time to munch some chocs..? nah...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> ah... i remember.. happy to bump into a another pretty friend of tigeress today~ hehe. but then again, of course tigeress is better...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3228/124/1600/A3699C-lg-b.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 122px; height: 122px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3228/124/320/A3699C-lg-b.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1141237542299772232006-03-02T00:54:00.000+08:002006-03-02T02:25:42.363+08:00riddles n more riddles... KIDs...<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p><br /> riddles... riddles... all over... tt's his royal highness's life for now. some1 asks him a qs, he gives a riddle as an ans. some1 asks him another, he gives another riddle as an ans. alternative, he gives an truthfully answer which is warped with a lot unneccessay content.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> life is a riddle. he is living in a riddling world. she is living in a riddling world. we are all living in a riddle world. but then again, who isn't? and his royal highness ponders...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> and then. murphys laws came into play. thurs supposed to be an excellant day. cos thurs = js lecture~ and it's more time to hang around with his harem of friends. [M]&Ms, [C]TEs, Ks, lovely tigeress and so many more fun ppl:P minus the boring guys..(too bad if ya reading guys..lol)<br /><br /> and then, ivle posted this: sorrie. tml is proj week... no lect. pls do not come to lect tml. i'm like WTF is goin on? thurs is supossed to be a sweet day. where i bother to put on jeans, instead of the usual sloopy attire... damm it...<br /><br /> but then again... maybe it's gd? who knows? let's see how tml goes...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> n then, the empath powers of his royal highness kicks into action. the world is feeling miserable. everyone is feeling shaky. things are breaking. gd friends are feeling sad. the great saddess is making his royal highness feel sad. more couples he knows off break up... or are intending to break up.<br /><br /> what is the world becoming?<br /><br /> and now... some1 who likes my friend is jealous of me? i'm like, what the hell? i really dun need this loh. enought shit of my own to settle. and i got to handle a guy whose jealous of me? sometimes, men are really fragile, insecure creatures. seriously, if he has the balls to make my dear friend upset by his jealousy, he should make a stronger stand himself. stop running the bush with my friend and declare his intentions loud.<br /><br /> end the torment he's giving my friend. love her fully. and not probe n probe endlessly when he's is not ready to commit. i mean, you like my friend. my friends obviously is obviously emotionally attached to u. and u torture her with ur outragous jealousy.<br /><br /> you emotionally abused her. i sometims wonder. y do she even bother to explain her position. it's darn obvious she's not the one who enjoys being accused and wrong. if i know tt when i know her for 7 months... when u know each other for longer times... sometimes is obviously wrong..<br /><br /> so dude... if ya reading this.... gather some balls.. n do the wrong time. games are for kids... grow up. or u will lose her! i will NOT let my friend be abused!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> but then again, what am i to say? apparently, i'm in the same position too? i'm jealous of an unseen entity, an army kid. wtf! where's the confidence i have in myself? hello, confidence, are u there? yes.... when things dun go the way they wan it to have, they doubt themselves... they worried.. they feel really insecure and just fall from heaven...<br /><br /> sighs.... tiger tiger tigeress~ i yield for ya...<br /><p align="center"><br /></p><p align="center">-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1140942479668707582006-02-26T15:55:00.000+08:002006-02-26T16:27:59.686+08:00jealousy... wat's wrong with me! 酸溜溜<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p> hmmm... quite a few days since the blogging fever has die down... but then again... the fever is back to strike his royal highness... Well... actually, the blog instinct woke when his royal highness was in the sch lib with tigeress and friends... and he was rapidly firing away words on the blog, until he was distracted now and then by laughter, occasion glimpse at interesting ppl. and when the time was there to leave, he forgot he was blogging and pressed the little "X" button on the internet explorer! hmpF....<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> friday was an excellant day. a gd start with a mid term tt could actually see the possiblities to pass it. a early end to the early lect, and a lunch trip that encountered beautiful ppl. not to mention an excellant day in the lib filled with laughter.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> the urge to blog came when a phone call rang on tigeress' friend's phone(yup, it's such a long and distance relationship). it's tigeress' friends's bf on the line. apparently, the chap was feeling extremely insecure and jealous... tt the stardeeing area was noisy with a lot of male voices... it was the beginning of an arguement? hm... well... best not to comment on tt. however, one thing is certain... POSSESSIVE nature or all men has taken root. and his royal highness ponder...<br /><br /> and then, his royal highness, being the muddlehead that he's always was, offered choc. it's such a blessing that nothig else happen... else his royal highness will have his head rolling.... why so? cos in a heated day, with a possible arguement on the phone, offering chocs will raise the temper torolations of a person. phew... the friend actually smile... lol~ well then again, his royal highness is quite happy tt his new friend's not in a sour mood... at least tt's what he assumes (assume makes an ASS of U n ME.. :P)<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> so the day went on with lots of stabbings from the 3 friends on his poor royal highess. with the royal protector [M]&Ms buzy with meetings, the great [C]TE n [F]&N in lala land mode, he was left vitimized by then 3 friends... lol<br /><br /> unbelievable, the tigeress actually championed in the assisaition... leading the stabs in scores... was a little surprise.. but then again.. hmmm.. haiz..?<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> more phone calls came in from all over to tigeress phone. the lib room was quiet. with the excellant his royal highness has, he just can't help hearing. and feeling annoyed abt the voice calling over. ANNOYED! very ANNOYED. and then some1 of the 3 mentioned a name. BLASTED.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> i believe, the feeling is call jealousy... extrene jealousy...<br /><br />mOoNlIgHt rObBiE,月之『风、雨旋律』篇:喜欢看你,走路那充满自信 说话时候,你那专注的眼神; 凶凶的表情里,带有那七分温柔 三分天真的神情 。。。<br /><br />【酸酸酸!!! 酸溜溜的。。。好的,人人争先恐后枪着要。我要你要他也要。。。真他妈的!!!是我的!!!】*我虽然心太急,但更害怕错过你*<br /><p align="center"><br /></p><p align="center"><br /></p><p align="center">-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1140623583797652612006-02-22T23:09:00.000+08:002006-02-22T23:53:03.813+08:00keys... everywhere... memories unlocked...<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p><br /> there's thing weird problem with his royal highness. his royalness simply links memories, be it good or bad with things, names, songs, words, and wat so ever he can lay his mind on. take the song "kai bu liao kou" for example, he links with his days in jc where he walks home daily with his fellow buddy from tpjc to tamp interchanege.<br /><br /> nevertheless, when he heards the month september, he slumps into depression. he watches the "tong hua" mtv, he heards the world lbl low blood pressure, lack of sugar, he goes into a state of lost... his mind a constant reactment of the old memories. he sees the 2 letters of a special initals. he goes into a blank dazy mood.<br /><br /> a chap he knew quite recently was saying some issue of forgetting the past... to let go of the torment. his royal highness has also been telling people to look forward. to acknowlege wat the pass had happen. to bury it. but then again, advise well given to other friends who encounter problems do not and will never work on himself. it's a well known fact.superman saves the world, but who saves superman? noone!<br /><br /> to bury something really deep needs a chest n lock n of course, keys. link words, events are all the keys that more then freq unlock his royal higness's memories boxes...<br /><br /> and so, the topic was... high blood pressure. a taboo and unwitty comment from a friend. the moment the words spew out of "the" mouth, his royal highness went into alert mod. after high blood pressure (hbp), it alwasy links to low blood pressure (lpb) and will normally add to lack of sugar.... the dread lpb came... and his royalness just went to tape rewinding mode.<br /><br /> in a daze... in a blank mode... and suddenly, the key to the memories boxes opened. flooding him with old black and white colors. his higness started staring blanking, tearing papers into slips n pieces... chipping nails in the process...<br /><br /> well.... is it an easy task to always let go n forget? god has bless us with an excellant brain. yet we used like less then 10% of it? well.. the 90% juse became out memory bank. storing all the past, the memories... just waiting for right moment to haunt ya.<br /><br /> and so it did..<br /><br />R.I.P KS...<br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1140357286207197122006-02-19T21:54:00.000+08:002006-02-19T21:54:46.216+08:00test test<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p>testing post.. blogger has an error... i think.. damm<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1140190527617840562006-02-17T23:33:00.000+08:002006-02-19T22:05:05.016+08:00R<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p> and the lord R was puzzled with himself... he was(yes...it's in the past now) once the greater advisor in such issues and matters... because his advise has aid countless lost souls (it's 70++ rates) and now it seems that other people are playing advisor to him. why? the grand master lord R ponders...<br />a wise sage once say that when one is inside of the complex equation, he tend not to be able to view things in a objective matter... the lord R has fallen prey to the issue..<br /><br /> it is disturbing to reliease the truth himself. once a wise sage himself, all the stragetics and tatics he employed seem to be generally worthless, even the underhand ruthless methods... he is unwilling to snoop to such means... but he ponders... will he resort to such measures? the lord R contines to ponder...<br /><br /> the lord R has withered to a brat, a kid, a lost soul. the once purposeful lord, full of confidence built up was really devastated by a small fish. he got nervous...he got overall excited with just glimpse... his heart goes doki doki and his favourite cat caught his damm tongue. just wat is wrong with the lord R?<br /><br /> he pretty much can't seem to do anything... helpless like an infant, a newborn on this harsh world. the lord R then decides it's time to take actions into his own hands, risking everything in one stake. did he strike gold? nope... its was a hard hard iron casted wall which struck him in his face. a door erected by fish that was neither closed, neither open wide enough for acceptance.<br /><br /> n when he thinks that it was slightly becoming more ajar, he closes the door again in panic. he rambles into nothingness... seeking the light that seem to come from the thin slit from the door. the light that could bring him his knees. he quotes from mel: "when u r one ur knees, who can u pray to?". it's a deep qs.<br /><br /> he continues to lose his cool, his sanity, his confidence, his wiseness, his wits, his charms(yes charms) as his heart aches for him. in easier terms, he became weak. he became a tool for the evils to influnence him.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /> n then it dawned on him that he could redeem from acting like fool in front of fish, he could gain back all his cool, all his confidence, all his might n power if he could just piece himself back. he mute his annoying devil in the heart and decides to piece himself back. back to the days when his confidence was rock solid. where he could stand againnt evil, where he has his charms.<br /><br /> no more will he give in to whims to hasten everything. no more will her listen to nags from around who played advisor to him. no more will he be willingly to forsake himself to despair. no more. he will b himself, the great and mighty lord R who still fancys fish, backed by his extraordinaty confidene, his charms and wits to truimp.<br /><br /> even if there exists hardships ahead. or any common peasants boy who fancys fish too. he will triump. farmer boys who has yet to weathered hardships will not survive to face him. he will triump. he must triump.<br /><br /> and so, the lord R who still fancys fish, chose his stand. he does it his way, and only his way, for his lady fish.<br /><br /> just like when he declare his intentions honourably to fish. he will win her in his ways. by his means, his charms, his wits his unshaken confidences, and his love.<br /><br /> fish! the lord R has made his stand!<br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1140070251434279302006-02-16T13:51:00.000+08:002006-02-16T14:10:51.446+08:00弹弹琴。。。<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p>热爱生命 - 汪国真<br /><br />我不去想是否能够成功<br />既然选择了远方<br />便只顾风雨兼程<br /><br />我不想能够赢得爱情<br />既然钟情于玫瑰<br />就勇敢底吐露真诚<br /><br />我不去想身后会不会袭来寒风暴雨<br />既然目标是平线<br />留给世界的只能是背影<br /><br />我不去想未来是平坦还是泥泞<br />只要热爱生命<br />一切,都在意料只中 。。。<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />自己上了一堂中文课。。。 有了一点点的启发。。。 便随之改了改来描绘自己此刻的心情。。。<br />如下:<br /><br />我不去想是否能够成功<br />既然选择了。。。<br />便只顾风雨兼程<br /><br />我不想能够赢得爱情<br />既然钟情于你。。。<br />就勇敢底吐露真诚<br /><br />我不去想身后会不会袭来寒风暴雨<br />既然目标是飘浮不定。。。<br />留给世界的只能是背影<br /><br />我不去想未来是平坦还是泥泞<br />只要两人一起向前<br />一切,都在可以 。。。<br /><br /><p align="center">-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1139929476747399032006-02-14T22:18:00.000+08:002006-02-14T23:04:36.776+08:00withdrawal<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p><br />it's a day where people daclared it as a day to for st. valentine's heroic act. if u dun know abt the story, just yahoo or goggle abt it loh... if ya can't do tt? pls bang the wall...<br /><br />so saints doing crazy stuff this season too... a big joke in life...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />so this saint happen to chance the great legendary morris today on the bus yesterday. saint n legend didn't really get a chance to tok, but then, they did exchange some sms. legend stated a fact: vday is our most despicable day... and it's true indeed...<br /><br />y is he a legend? cos he's prob the most respected chap i ever know in my life, the one who taught me abt politics play, and the sense of manupuliation for sheer survival. not to mention he's also the god in my era. n i'm proud to be his successor~ --> cos i created a legend too... lol<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />okay~ shit happens... the wrong time... the wrong approach... the wrong everything... despair... lost... confused... shock... stun... withdrawl... u name the worst... the saint has encountered it all in matter of an hr or two.. 1hour 25 min to be exact...<br /><br />let's see how things go on...<br /><br />so ppl... ppll.... dun expect his royal saintness to smile n b cheeky.. cos he won't b able to do it!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />took part in the dota tourny yesterday n today. won yesterday. won 1 round today.. end up playing for 3rd placing tml.. well.. all the best guys...<br /><br />the state of shock was instense.... the withdrawal sympothons terrible... for once in my entire 21 years of sainthood, i never felt so clear in the mind... never feel so calm... even as we played the game, with lots of ppl behind shouting... witht the opponent cursing.... it was all calm in the brain, and the heart. just lots of pain... i wonder....<br /><br />so i guess the saint did worst then usual...<br /><br />tml playing for 3rd place... god bless? maybe not after all... the man upthere is weird...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />saint was exactly feeling very motivated to even get to school... he's feeling so tired all of a sudden... so terribibly old, all in a matter of one night... y? gracious... he's wasn't sleeping the night before, just stoned looking at the ceiling while lying on the bed till dawn...n promptly went for gaming...<br /><br />just lying there, lazing... thinking... the the clear calm mind...<br /><br />he has made his choice... and will stick to it...<br />tt's final...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />it's been a terrible day... saint wearing an mask of smile... facing the team. encouraging them when if was totally sianzess. making merry when he was absolutly miserable.<br /><br />imagine a saint radiating negative arua who has to put with cheering ppl up... how awlful..<br /><br />sighs... life stinks.. just like tt<br /><br /><p align="center">-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1139500866947444952006-02-09T23:47:00.000+08:002006-02-10T00:01:06.960+08:00there's actually a blog competition in SG?<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p>gods... it's unbelievable.. my second entry twice in a week? it's freaky.... what prompt me to do this? well... never tt mindless crap chattering...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />anyway.. i was browsing around the ivle (yah..again.. frag...) and came across an online post. there's actually an blogfest in nus? is tt actually good or bad?<br /><br />hell right it's BAD! just imagine posting ur blog to the whole world to read. cos judges to assess ur blog entries, materials and wat ever yada yada shit they can dig to give ya a chance to clink the little little prize. i think it's a trap!<br /><br />generally, it's really simple to get the logical. it's a plot from nus to kill us all. remember all the news abt some chaps getting fired from work because of some harmless grumbles of colleguages who annoy them? or the student who got reprimand n @!#!$% cos of his entries against an teacher he just have no thing for in sch?<br /><br />yeah... u get the picture... so.. if i send an entry for nus blogfest. and the judges dig some old shit abt me 132@!% some ppl in the army forces... will i get visited by the internal security? wat's if some1 thinks i'm having an excellant life as opposed to their own misery of life and start to hack my blog? eek.. unbearable!<br /><br />hell right.. it;'s a conspiracy... a conspiracy of the sch to dig stuff and kick out out..so it wil b less draining on the resources... just picture this. 1 less student = 1 less script to mark = 1 less person occuping the canteen seats = 1 less paper to carry = 1 less student to email = 1 less person to bother abt.. (u get the idea...)<br /><br />it's a conspiracy!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1139335909838811672006-02-08T01:52:00.000+08:002006-02-08T02:11:49.850+08:00hmpF? sianZ<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p>oops.. this time around, it's and 7 day lapse... okay.. 8 days to be exact if u count the dates printed on the screen. really... there are ppl who pointed tt out to me from the last post... but then again... for those who know me... i'm really can't b bother to handle stuff tt involves numbers n maths...<br /><br />well.. it's easy to understand the rationale if i tell u guys this. long long ago, on the small isle called singapore, otherwise known as temasak (aka temasik) [tt just to make this tale seem old... well.. it's old.. 21 yrs ago ma]. the royal dowager (then queen) was with child (tt's me! fyi, u nut head)<br /><br />she enjoyed counting money in the company. well.. she was an accountant b4 she was the queen. so, day and night, she counts 10,000 dollar bills, handle cash in grands. counting and counting n updating the account books , doing maths until his royal cheekiness was born (rtt's me again u dupe).<br /><br />just imagine his poor royal cheekines was seeing maths all day long...it's easy to know why maths makes him bored!!!<br /><br />okay.. the above tale was boring... well. it's 0158 and i'm tired...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />was wondering recently above making some choices and coming close to some decisions... but then today, i've come to a decision.. now time to act on it...<br /><br />okay~ so i was bz helping out at the ladies a fair just now at pgp. it's was quite fun to do some logistic work once in while, carrying the cartoons of neWater around. it's like the army log days... with us all doing it. specs. cpl. n all.!!!<br /><br />anyway, i saw this qeird *weird lah* looking guy. he was trying to convince jen n faith to comiit to more biz nec(nus entrenpreharu club) stuff.. it was obvious both of them were trying to siam anyway.... but then.. tt's not e pt.<br /><br />so on the way back. i was thinking, why do can they spend so much time on commiting so much fo their time, effort on such a project? wat if i was one of them, can i commit myself to such a thing? can i commit myself to other things? i ponder...<br /><br />and then i decided.. time to take some action... n here goes nthing next tues... or mon...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />there's this really interesting news tt's been bothering me since monday. how do i say it? okay... it happened on mon around 4pm. it's was a kawaii moment. it's was also an shocking moment. there was a lot of mixed emotions going on in the rumbling heart when it happen.<br /><br />after thinking abt it on the train n bus ride home after bazzar helping out, i ponder the commitment issue n derived at an ans...<br /><br />or do i?<br /><br />i ponder...<br />XXX<br /><br />his royal cheekines is in an usual state of mind and is able to express himself in an logical matter<br />reason: lots of projs tt require outlines --> he thinks it's absoultly senseLESS!<br />reason: his projs mates r so deep.... well.. all<br />reason: rumbling...<br />reason: lots of distractions in sch... esp all the irrating vday booths..<br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1138642685961866302006-01-31T01:21:00.000+08:002006-01-31T01:38:05.976+08:00simply just "Confusing" New Year? wavered!<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p>okay... the interval where i grumbles online is increasing.... the other time, it was like 5 days lapse. not it's 6 days lapse. So... the issue is, is it an improvement? or izzit simply tt i'm just too !@#$%^&*() to just bloggy? i ponder....<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />anyway, it's happy chinese new yr to all who celebrates it anyway. personally, CNY has became a drag to me. i meant, it's nice to see everyone once in a while. esp the relatives tt we're closer to. but then, the more distant 1's will be like: Let's let X be the distant relative.<br /><br />X: long time no see.... you have grown.... u still in the army?<br />me: *bleah* no... i've ORD<br />X: so ya schling?<br />me: yeah<br />X: where?<br />me: NUS<br />X: why NUS?<br />me: *gives some lame excuses*<br />X: wat course u doing?<br />me: fass<br />X: y tt?<br /><br />(after serveral senseless mintues)<br /><br />X: so u got a gf?<br />me: nope<br />X: y aren't u getting 1?<br />me: (gives more lame reasons)<br />X: can u pls get a gf to tame u?<br />me: faints....<br /><br />so... how come CNY b fun for me? just imagine these speeches EVERYwhere from EVERYyear... it's so scripted tt i cant just recite the whole converstaion n ans things by heart. great.... wat a happy CNY -confusing new year<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />watched fearless a.k.a huo yuan jia show just recently. it's an excellant show. it's a gd show, considering that it features excellant fighting scenes... it's just tt the bone cracking, killing using wushu turns me off in the beginning...<br /><br />it's against wushu ethnics to it vunerable points, or dislocating joints. it kind of remind me of the wushu years back in cchs. being with every1, the guys, shifu, shimu~. and the 1st lesson from coach tt wushu is not used for bashing n punching ppl up. it's for self defense n only to be used for protecting the ppl u care about.<br /><br />anyway, back to movie. sometimes i wonder, when gals watch thrillers or horror shows, they get frighnted n hide their faces. but then, i have another friend. she's totally intersting i think. watching "fearless". she was hiding her face behind the popcorn box. sometimes, it's priceless capturing such moments when someone didn't notice ppl r watching... so funny<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />for the whole CNY break n the weekend break... i've sort something out. the verdict n conclusion is final: i have wavered...<br /><br />it's time to do some homework and do wat i must do.<br />project tofu commerces.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />soo... happy cny to everyone.. be it happy Chinese New Year. or COnfusing new yR<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1138122774487243792006-01-25T00:46:00.000+08:002006-01-25T01:12:54.500+08:00being logical... a right brainer doing left brain work<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p><br />ello ha... it's been like 5 days since the last grumbling session... and his royal cheekiness is back to haunt his own blog...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />let's start with what been bothering me these week... hmmm... event number one. my mom has absolutely forbid me to swim after chinese new year.... with the usual blah blah blah superstitious nonsense.. sometimes, i just dun see the link btw irational links that swiming in the near coming chinese near yr wil bear ills.<br /><br />okay, we all know tt ghosts exists. yeah.. i know. every1 knows... u dunno? crap.. okay, never the ghost part. let admit it exists.... but the issue is... y does swimming in the new year bear ills for me? i beg to differ...<br /><br />but then... to keep mom happy... n to stop the endless "nag-gified". his royal highness cheekiness yield to the dowanger...<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />his royalness absoultly have the love of murphey! murpheys laws seemingly exsists for him! tt wat's the absolte moncnach of his life thinks.. y? everytime he yields for something, even to the extend of enlisting his grand advisers [F]&Ns, [M]&Ns, [C]TEs... things never turn out quite right.<br /><br />when he never expects anything gd to happen. it just happens... he bumps into the most fantasinating ppl in his life. tt's his logic: u never have wat u desire. when u think of the one. the one appears like magic.<br /><br />guesss it will alwasy run true for his bloodline!<br /><br />when his royal highness doubts himself n starts to wavers... gd things happn.. just wat does the man up there wans... more hell for him or wat? when he wans gd things to happen.. shits falls..<br />*bitter*<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />event no 3: everyknows tt human nature is weird. we live to discover things. we live to uncover the unknow. we will simply die if anything we learn does not rationalizes themselves.<br /><br />being human n totally cool abt it.. he has also something to bother about. his royal cheekiness went out one day with a friend to S.H.E autograph session. hey.. u remember tt? lol~ she was promoting another friend for obvious reasons.. lots of interesting comments<br /><br />however... his royal highness is NOT at all convinced... the logic's simple. his greatess will never believe something unless he has saw it for himself... witness... experience...ate..felt...[u get the point right? else ya prob too dumb to b my friend :)]<br /><br />and so... mr not convinced starts on his holy crusade. the mission: the observe for himself. after several days of unintentional observsations.... he's slowly understands the depths of his promoter friend. lol~ so case is closed. he wavers...<br /><br />and continues to waver btw.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />another day not so long ago. his royal highess meet with a friend and was mugging. it started raining as he was leaaving with his friend. the great pour delayed them. without a umbrella. the pair were stranded in the nat lib block near hans.<br /><br />he wonders if it was a blessing in disguise. the pair chat a bit sitting at the steps of the gray buliding... a lot of tok was exchanged, not to mention a lot of fun teasing~ and he was Qs. okay... being questioned will b a nice way to say things.. it was more like being interorgated...<br /><br />2 of the Qs was this:<br />1. if u met an ideal girl. n if u met an gal who's no so ideal but u have feelings for. who will u chose?<br />2. if there r 2 gals... 1 who knows how to cook excellantly, sew... do housework... another gal who's wild, fiery but whom u love... who will u chose?<br /><br />just think... what will u chose if such Qs were presented to u? for Qs1: i chose the 1 i have feelings for. for Qs2: the fiery gal i love. cos i dun need a maid. just some1 i love<br /><br />well again.. tt's not the point... it's the depth of the Qs tt bothered me. verbal answers to a Qs r nothing compared to wat one will really do when the time comes. the notion is: what will i really do if such a thing happens...? i wonder...<br /><br />n continues to waver....<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />lifes stinks...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1137781416830770622006-01-21T02:03:00.000+08:002006-01-21T02:23:36.846+08:00his royal cheekiness... on a walk<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p>okay~ so times went pretty confusing to the main character in the blog...~ things smoothen a lot... the main character managed to evade the misunderstandings... somehow...<br /><br />lifes a mess until pretty recently... for now, things r going on smoothly, and so he thinks... seriously... he must stop his cheeky nature... or it will mess up his life.... but it's already an intergrated part of him that it's just unlike him to ever change his mess up life motto:<br />be cheeky when u still can be a cheeky chap<br /><br />and so, his cheekiness consult the great [F]&Ns and get the divine answers from her holy-ness (i mispell on purpose). gd advice. 10x gal<br /><br />and his cheekiness harass the ever great [M]&Ms n [C]TE too for aid n got great aid in the form of conspiracy =D<br /><br />his cheekiness [R]&B sends his deepest thanks to [F]&Ns n [M]&Ms n [C]TE for the great support team effect.<br /><br />his cheekiness wonders why tt he, being 21 n older... is seeking support from 19-20 yr gals for help. it's an odd irony and he can't seem to forgot himself. he's trained in a old sch mentality tt he, being male should lead n help the others. being elder.. he should b the 1 aiding others, not the other round!<br /><br />but then again... guess that's wat true friends are for. it's doesn't mean we have to know each other so well tt we rot. it's a matter of helping each other in diff times n trouble periods.. giving advice tt r trueful in nature. and of coure, not lying to all of us.<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />hmmm~ watched memories of a geisha with friends today. his cheekiness was wondering wat on earth he's watching such a show with 5 other gals... his 1st impressiong was the g8 awakardsness in watching the show.. cos he assumed tt geisha = whore n it will be terrible rude to watch with them.<br /><br />but since he say okay to movies to them.. he went anyway. geisha's an excellant show. protraying true life experiences. his friends were inspire to do a jap project on geisha. he is moved to do it. he juggles btw anime n geisha n some other mind brewing stuff (M&M F&Ns knows..lol).<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />his cheekiness wonders y in certain times ppl refuse to believe wat he says to them. when he tells a truth, ppl dun belive him. when he evades an answer n give shady answers.. ppl belive the manupilated truth. he is puzzled.<br /><br />just today, he was saying his friend is a mei nu. but then, the person dun belive it. after endless chatter, it dawned on him tt his friend thought he was lieing to her. his cheekiness maybe be cheeky, but he dun lie. he got pissed...<br /><br />as spoken by wise sages, beauty lies in the eyes of e beholder. when his cheekiness belives tt some1 is pretty, beautiful, meinu. he belives it. he dun lie or try to wrap the truth. on the contracy, if his cheekiness thinks tt some1 is thrashy.. he jolly is n will b.<br /><br />so friend.. have confidence in urselF~ n lelong.. lelong.. selling mei nu!!!!<br /><br />XXX<br /><br />p/s: happy bday siyu. mel. judy<br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3966157.post-1137517045841069002006-01-18T00:42:00.000+08:002006-01-18T01:10:26.776+08:00i'm the worst...<p align="center"><br /><img src="http://www.tpjcian.net/yee_ren_ping/avatars/catgirl_head.jpg" border="0" height="67" width="69" /><br /></p><br />great week i guess... celebrated many events... birthdays... sending offs.... increase bonding with ppl... attracting more gays (nevermind that, it's a joke)<br /><br />did the worst thing ever.. n it's causing tormoil in my thick skull....<br /><br />i've been a spider... spinning webs... spinning n just spinning<br /><br />a close friend once told me something: "let nature takes it's course"... and so i did. but have i really done it? do i wan it? the brain n the heart tells otherwise... the conflict it does. the raging thoughts of difference... i wonder... does nature play games too?<br /><br />the spiders hooks in prey... and it's got once too many.... or so it thinks...<br />i'm e worst...<br /><br />better hope it's a dream..<br /><br />hmm.. read a bk~ another in another part of the worldS (worlds! ya.. with an S), there's exist some1 who is an exact copy of u.. it's like having 2 you in parallel worlds. maybe my other me will understand n ravel the mysteries...<br /><br />for now.. the problems all mine... mine to ponder n ravel it all out<br /><br />indeed.. i'm e worst..<br /><br />got this from a friend's site:<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 181, 197);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 181, 197);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 181, 197);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 193, 193);font-family:ariel;font-size:100%;" ><em>"Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you are to become who you will be"<br /><br /></em></span></span></span></span>i've become a monster<br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><br />-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -<br /></p>yuEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07078304057519077133noreply@blogger.com0