great week i guess... celebrated many events... birthdays... sending offs.... increase bonding with ppl... attracting more gays (nevermind that, it's a joke)
did the worst thing ever.. n it's causing tormoil in my thick skull....
i've been a spider... spinning webs... spinning n just spinning
a close friend once told me something: "let nature takes it's course"... and so i did. but have i really done it? do i wan it? the brain n the heart tells otherwise... the conflict it does. the raging thoughts of difference... i wonder... does nature play games too?
the spiders hooks in prey... and it's got once too many.... or so it thinks...
i'm e worst...
better hope it's a dream..
hmm.. read a bk~ another in another part of the worldS (worlds! ya.. with an S), there's exist some1 who is an exact copy of u.. it's like having 2 you in parallel worlds. maybe my other me will understand n ravel the mysteries...
for now.. the problems all mine... mine to ponder n ravel it all out
indeed.. i'm e worst..
got this from a friend's site:
"Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you are to become who you will be"
i've become a monster
-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -
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