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oops.. this time around, it's and 7 day lapse... okay.. 8 days to be exact if u count the dates printed on the screen. really... there are ppl who pointed tt out to me from the last post... but then again... for those who know me... i'm really can't b bother to handle stuff tt involves numbers n maths...

well.. it's easy to understand the rationale if i tell u guys this. long long ago, on the small isle called singapore, otherwise known as temasak (aka temasik) [tt just to make this tale seem old... well.. it's old.. 21 yrs ago ma]. the royal dowager (then queen) was with child (tt's me! fyi, u nut head)

she enjoyed counting money in the company. well.. she was an accountant b4 she was the queen. so, day and night, she counts 10,000 dollar bills, handle cash in grands. counting and counting n updating the account books , doing maths until his royal cheekiness was born (rtt's me again u dupe).

just imagine his poor royal cheekines was seeing maths all day long...it's easy to know why maths makes him bored!!!

okay.. the above tale was boring... well. it's 0158 and i'm tired...

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was wondering recently above making some choices and coming close to some decisions... but then today, i've come to a decision.. now time to act on it...

okay~ so i was bz helping out at the ladies a fair just now at pgp. it's was quite fun to do some logistic work once in while, carrying the cartoons of neWater around. it's like the army log days... with us all doing it. specs. cpl. n all.!!!

anyway, i saw this qeird *weird lah* looking guy. he was trying to convince jen n faith to comiit to more biz nec(nus entrenpreharu club) stuff.. it was obvious both of them were trying to siam anyway.... but then.. tt's not e pt.

so on the way back. i was thinking, why do can they spend so much time on commiting so much fo their time, effort on such a project? wat if i was one of them, can i commit myself to such a thing? can i commit myself to other things? i ponder...

and then i decided.. time to take some action... n here goes nthing next tues... or mon...

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there's this really interesting news tt's been bothering me since monday. how do i say it? okay... it happened on mon around 4pm. it's was a kawaii moment. it's was also an shocking moment. there was a lot of mixed emotions going on in the rumbling heart when it happen.

after thinking abt it on the train n bus ride home after bazzar helping out, i ponder the commitment issue n derived at an ans...

or do i?

i ponder...
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his royal cheekines is in an usual state of mind and is able to express himself in an logical matter
reason: lots of projs tt require outlines --> he thinks it's absoultly senseLESS!
reason: his projs mates r so deep.... well.. all
reason: rumbling...
reason: lots of distractions in sch... esp all the irrating vday booths..

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