Wednesday, February 22, 2006

keys... everywhere... memories unlocked...




there's thing weird problem with his royal highness. his royalness simply links memories, be it good or bad with things, names, songs, words, and wat so ever he can lay his mind on. take the song "kai bu liao kou" for example, he links with his days in jc where he walks home daily with his fellow buddy from tpjc to tamp interchanege.

nevertheless, when he heards the month september, he slumps into depression. he watches the "tong hua" mtv, he heards the world lbl low blood pressure, lack of sugar, he goes into a state of lost... his mind a constant reactment of the old memories. he sees the 2 letters of a special initals. he goes into a blank dazy mood.

a chap he knew quite recently was saying some issue of forgetting the past... to let go of the torment. his royal highness has also been telling people to look forward. to acknowlege wat the pass had happen. to bury it. but then again, advise well given to other friends who encounter problems do not and will never work on himself. it's a well known fact.superman saves the world, but who saves superman? noone!

to bury something really deep needs a chest n lock n of course, keys. link words, events are all the keys that more then freq unlock his royal higness's memories boxes...

and so, the topic was... high blood pressure. a taboo and unwitty comment from a friend. the moment the words spew out of "the" mouth, his royal highness went into alert mod. after high blood pressure (hbp), it alwasy links to low blood pressure (lpb) and will normally add to lack of sugar.... the dread lpb came... and his royalness just went to tape rewinding mode.

in a daze... in a blank mode... and suddenly, the key to the memories boxes opened. flooding him with old black and white colors. his higness started staring blanking, tearing papers into slips n pieces... chipping nails in the process...

well.... is it an easy task to always let go n forget? god has bless us with an excellant brain. yet we used like less then 10% of it? well.. the 90% juse became out memory bank. storing all the past, the memories... just waiting for right moment to haunt ya.

and so it did..

R.I.P KS...



-the world is not beautiful. therefore, it is. -

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