wa...todays a weird day...
feel great in the 1st part of my day..
then felt dejected towards the night..
noW i am feeling worried abt something tt does not have anything to do with me..
hAizZzz

wokE at 1230..i'm a piG...anthoNy(dou ni) woke me up..with a call on my hp..
it was an invitation to LAn gameing..
went to play hoR:P it;s was like a class gathering of cchsm guys:P
me.apai.dou ni,wenchang.des.n dou ni's bro

was like the pro there..wining almost all my games in wc3.. --->warcraft 3..just in case u guys n gals dunno hoR
onli dou ni's bro weiyi could be my match:P
was abt to left at 6.
saw JL.edmund + ah paul
so we play 2 games with them..
score was 1-1:P

nothing much was going on..basically was toking the whole game..we make a lot of noise...
treating the LAN shop like my housE..
we tok abt some stuff . on ur lives..NS...n apai's loads of galfriends:P
LOL.

got home at abt 8
magange to watch tt chan U new shOW!!! the 4 aces! ahah nicenice
better tt than DUMB ZHEN QI loH..
i nv like tt SHOW..find it ass..
onli dad loves it.. mom + me alwasy c chan 8 show..
tt qian qian in tt show on chan8 quite interesting!! nosiY n talkatiVE ahaha
if onli the gals in my class r like tt! woulD be fUN!
ahah!!

but;s a sad thing gonna happen.heard from mom tt chan8 is shifting tt chan8 show to other time slots..
well..wat else..to challenge the chanU rating at tt same slot..
aH..dumB

..went online..tried hunting for more richard marx songs..seems tt all i got liAo..hai..
wat r all the mp3 servers doiNG....kept theming servers at #mp4, #retronite to get more song..
still so few...but..they really got a vast collection of chi songs!, n they alwasy make me Que 1 in Dling hAHHHAA
shIOK!

went online...sms bit..
got rejected again! LOL!.well..thats fine`:P
i shall try n try again!!
gANbaTTE

sms a bit more..learn something shocking from some1
seems tt she got quite a load of problems..now i really understand y she say was deep.....

i am feeling a lot like a jinX now...dunno Y..
i feel even CURSED..
every1..well...almost those hu r close to me..
important to me...are all facing a lots of problems...
i facing some of mine too..
after hearing their problems..i feel my problems r really insignificant..
glad a lot of ppl r alwasy willing to share with me their darkest problems
n thought of me when they r in a delimma

but just y, i dun really tell ppl how i feel. my problem..
even my best friends' buddies..
even to the gal i really like...
i onli share with them my joY`, hardly ever i bother them with my troubles..
yet, they shared both with me...hai..
i feel selffish...i just got too much layers on me..
no 1 can successfully lower my defense

maybe..just maybe..some1 will in the future..

ah..just remember..i walk pass the church near my house again..
well..i have to do tt every moring...just tt, i avoid looking at tt bIG white CRoss
for no reason..i feel really errie n uncomfortable when i c it...(.. i feel uneasy when i c any BIG white cross).
ha..i muST reallY bE a DEVIL! ahahhh!!!!!
heehhe..cos onli evil beings feel uncomfortable with crosS.
yet however..i dun feel uneasy when i see those silver cross hanging on ppl's necks...
haha

i shall end..sianZ liAO..
tml i must make a effort to buy S.H.E calnedAR!
ganbaTTE

-nv say die-