MY caVE

Just Read This On Friendster from snow.. it's beary interestin! so i thought i will share it today!
I Quote:

I'm happy just being myself,
Doing whatever I wanna do�
Don't try to change me please.
Accept me as I am.
I hate being controlled,
So please don�t try to do that.
I'm old enough to take care of myself
So trust me and don�t worry
When I�ve had enough,
I�ll come back of my own accord.
I might not seem too trusting at times,
I'm the type who tends to withdraw
When people get too close to me.
Maybe I�m afraid of getting hurt�.I don�t know.

As for my friends,
If they need me,
I�d do whatever I can to make them happy.
Even if it means sacrificing my beauty sleep for
them�;p
I know I may ask a lot of you sometimes
But I�m trying my best
I know you have a lot of other things
And can�t always make me your first priority
I�m happy just knowing that you�ll be there,
No matter what happens.
I�ll promise to be there for you,
When you need me.
You might have gotta gain my trust
But once I open my heart to you,
Rest assured I�ll stay loyal to u.
Don�t do anything to betray my friendship
Or the outcome would be pretty ghastly.

I�m contented just being one of your main
priorities.
Just like you�re mine.
I�m the closest to them,
And they know me the best.
Maybe that�s why I don�t need a guy to make me
happy.
Whatever is destined to be mine will be mine
eventually.
Some people might think that they know me really
well,
But that�s a fa�ade to protect myself.
I don�t show my feelings easily to casual
acquaintances.
Only you guys know when I�m angry, sad or hurt.
When I�m angry,
Leave me alone but not for too long.
You know I don�t have much of a temper
But when the volcano erupts,
Uh-oh�
I don�t wanna do anything that I�ll regret later
Or hurt your feelings.
Just let me think through it
Or tell me your point of perspective.
And I�m sure things will work out fine.
But maybe I set different standards for
different people.
Some people who I can�t be bothered with,
I�ll just delete them from my memory banks.
They�re just not worth it.
Don�t say things which you don�t mean,
I hate that.
Don�t make me promises which you have no
intention of keeping.

As for those special few,
I won�t get angry with you,
Unless it�s something really major.
At the moment,
I can�t think of anything.
Cos you�ve been really great�
We�ve been through a lot ,
In the years we�ve have known each other.
I like to think that,
I�ve matured with you all
And we�ll still be best friends
In the years to come�.
Thanks for just being you!


well, for me. paragraph 1 totally rep me! so is the latter part of paragraph twO!
i could still remeber those empty promosies from some1 in the past.. ppl hu nv do wat they promise..
i guess i change too from facing ppl hu gave empty promises as easy as ABC..stinkOs..
and of course from Qing Song..hu just keeps irrating me to go to company..
idiot...

cos when i 1st join as a moonlighter, there was no promise of commitment! i had treat it just as another challenge in life.
something to experience from! some1 tt i can know.n grow from.

in the start. all seem nice..ppl were nice..alwasy chatting..it seem like an ideal place...to make more friends..crap..improving out PR skillS! however as time goes by..with our Qing Song hu keep msging me..calling to go to COY everyday after work..i begin to feel my personal space being slowly invaded.

well, i dun welcome intruders hu invade my privacy and space! time is solely govern by me..and i'm the onli 1 hu can master my own time! not some pesty idIOT

NOt even my future gf.or wife if i ever get 1! so..u STINK. QS

it's because of ur pressure demands of me gogint to coy tt made me got so feed up n sick of the COY.
so readers beware...i'm 1 hu hate intruders! no others should invade my space in my CAVE! NO 1

~*If I were an actor*~
~*I could b some1*~
~*Some1 who'd always know e right things 2say*~
~*But as soon as I'd c u*~
~*I'd forget all my lines*~
~*'N' u'd nv know what I feel inside*~