As a matter of fact, i was debating how i might give my blog link to more people, so that they can help to assess my site. should i use my white tower template[the one i use this morning] or use this currect template[the black tower template].
However, at the last minute, i decide against it. That's simply becos this is my website, and i should make the final decision, and not some pestey moron who reads all my shit. maybe i will just alter my codings again tomorrow..depending on y mood!
Anyway, this whole day was spend gaming..creating this website, and reading up..not to mention heading to the local libray to grab some books to read..basically, i relisead tt my reading taste has change slightly, from magical fantasy bks to more serious stuff. I grab 2 fantasy bks and 2 more bks touching more on emotional touches.
In addition, i even make a trip to drop the discs to snow. surprising, i feel indifferent this time.
guess it's time to move on, to stay focus on what i should and have to do, instead of thinking of other distracting stuff...
1 reason is i belive i have lost the sense of feeling. nowadays, when i feel emotionally hurt, i just withdrawn, and i no longer feel anything. just a state of numbness in the heart, nothing more..maybe i even feel more calm
guess ppl do change..i once believe tt i will nv chnage, alas, i'm wrong. external factors has a lot effect on me..
it makes me toughen up on the outside, and in the inside. sighs...
tml's a boring day, a day where i'm geting SAR train..SAR is a weapon dudes..not the flu..so keep hold of urself, morons..
~`I?ve been lookin 4 e special 1`~
~`I?ve been searchin sum1 2 give my luV`~
~`But when I thought tt all e hope was gonE`~
~`I've found U`~
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