Sunday, May 09, 2004

Message: Message:
If u lurve tish person, why not make the first
move and tell dem? wait til the person ish gone,
tat wil be too late for regrets.. rejection are
part n parcel of courtship.. :)

10th GRADE

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the
girl next to me. She was my
so called best friend.I stared at her long,
silky
hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn`t notice me like that, and i knew
it. After class, she walked up to
me and asked me for the notes she had missed the
day before and handed them to her.
She said "thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want
her to know that I don`t want to be just
friends,
I love her but I`m just too shy,
and I don`t know why.

11th GRADE

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She
was in tears, mumbling on and
on about how her love had broke her heart. She
asked me to come over because
she didn`t want to be alon, so I did. As i sat
next to her on the sofa, I stared
at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2
hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I want to tell
her, I want her to know that I don`t
want to be just friends, I love her butI`m just
too shy, and I don`t know why.

SENIOR YEAR

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My
date is sick" she said; he`s
not going to go." Well , i didn`t have a date,
and in 7th grade, we made a promise
if neither of us had dates, we would go together
just as "best friends". So we did.
Prom night, after everything was over, I was
standing ather front door step. I stared
at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with
her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine,
but she doesn`t think of me like that, and I
know
it. The she said "Ihad the best time,
thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I
don`t want to be just friends, I love her but
I`m
just too shy, and I don`t knowwhy.

GRADUATION DAY

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before
i
could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an
angel up onstage to get her diploma. I
wanter her to be mine, but she didn`t notice me
like that, and knew it. Before everyone
went , she came to me in her smock and hat, and
cried as I hugged her. The she lifetd her
head from my shoulder and said, "You`re my best
friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on
the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to
know
that I don`t want to be just friends,
I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t
know
why.

A FEW YEARS LATER

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl
is
getting married now. I watched
her say "I do" and drive off to her new life,
married to another man. I wanter her
to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and
I knew it. But before she drove away,
she came to me and said "you came!". She
said "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I
don`t want tobe just friends, I love
her but I`m just too shy, andI don`t know why.

FUNERAL

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a
girl who used to be my"best friend".
At the service, they read a diary enty she had
wrote in her high school years. This
what it read:

"I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he
doesn`t notice me like that, and I know
it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that
I
don`t want to be just friends, I
love himbut I `m just too shy, and I don`t know
why. I wish he would tell me he loved
me!"

"I wish i did too.." I thought to myself, and I
cried.

----> very true..at least...i dun get to see her dead..haha

-=[Shu, Feng, Ye Zi] De Gu Shi=-
~*[Ye Zi]* De Li Kai~
~Shi *[Shu]* De Bu Wan Liu~
~Hai Shi *[Feng]* De Zui Qiuo~

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