Torn between worlds?

shaz called today. had a light chat revolving our lifes..
apparently, that silly chap's broke..again....

his maria carey craze n the AI thingy virtually left him penniless!! haah..
btw. ai = american idiots.. (u get e point)
i swear i won't do tt..well..just maybe for the S.H.E concert..
and i remember that he promise to go to some she concert with me 2.... i feel so bad..so i nv ask him.. cos he's BROKE..

anyway.. that's not e point i'b blogging out of the blue. lifes bz.. so is every1 else!

shaz ask me about snow.. well..he's asking me to read her blog in btw lines..
the problem is, i'm not gd at playing mind games with gals.and i hate it..
life in my unit is already mentally exhausting..and hey.. gals like these double edge game call mind games.. i view all these as mental torment.... but..no..no 1 cares... life's a bitch..

that's y i'm alwasy saying gals r bitcheS. haha!
read some of snow's bloGgies.. some of her content are really distressing for me to know..yet i dun think any1 is capable of helping her. if she don't talks abt it.. the wound has only to wait for her to go. that's prob y she's so reserved abt guys.. sighs..

just 6 more days to sept 19.. sighs..a day worth to remember. TKS.. the 1 and only.. sighs..

after wat i read and from past experience in conjuction with all i learn in the world..
gals are the still the only species on earth i still can't grasp. and prob will nv will....

sometimes it's painful to not c n hear from some1..

-=[Shu, Feng, Ye Zi] De Gu Shi=-
~*[Ye Zi]* De Li Kai~
~Shi *[Shu]* De Bu Wan Liu~
~Hai Shi *[Feng]* De Zui Qiuo~

All along�I feel this sentiment of loss�this feeling of my heart being mangled, �heavy�like I cannot breathe anymore�I knew it�I knew that was it�how could I be so foolish once again? I could I be so imprudent to think that he might really love me? Why did I make such a fool of myself? I thought I was strong�determined�Instead I let her invade me once again!