Feeling a ??? everywhere ... ...

For starters, the >???< for the topic do mean somthing instead of letters not recognize by blogger, nor is it in chi format. It refered to the many many events and thoughts that are too random and/or confusing to explain in the form of words in the titlebar

Feeling more weird then ever. Most important, it's a day when I get to experience different levels of emotions and physical torment.

woke up with a start with usual beeping of my hp in the early morning. except, there's a nice message from snoW~:P sure brighten e day for me. for once, i woke up feeling great, not due to the fact that's it a holiday the next day.

nothing special. it's just a reply from a msg i replied to last night. but well.. it's amazing rare snow can send a gdnite msg. got a bit cheeky and reply wat i was feeling at tt moment.. tt i was thinking of her.. lol.. (it's such a sad thing)

got e nitey msg at 2345 hrs..n i reply at 0100 hrs..darn.. cos my mate were doing mahjong cards session late at nite..lol! zhengfan was the lord of the losers... (heY, we did not use $) but's tt another tale.

hiA~Z. was up the rest of day feeling a bit the ... hmm.. well.. u know.

work was usually diff this morning..got a trip to ammo dump station at selatar camp.. it's really a isolated zone. i describe as a place where wild dogs dun even shit (yeah. say tt in chi, it's cool)

load n unload like a million of rounds there.. all of the mate's hands were rubbed raw...lol..
dammm..

was a tiring yet interesting event. since we learn something new!

so,so far,, my mood was great in e morning.. a slighter lower in the afternoon since i got no further replys. :< . and was feeling terrible due the the weariness.. sighs..

forward the nitey msg to shuya. got ooZe tt it's afternoon from her.. chat a bit using sms. lol. was kindof interesting. she's a nice gal i think. prob a little low in her confidence on how she looks. from her pic. quite okay mah.. well. girls.. u know.. lol.. prob "chat"a little long. n she hinted tt i should get back to work in a polite manner.. well. pointed noted. wat else can i do.
just hope she get's prince charming:P!~

evening was worse.. got a call from godsis.. related some tales in camp.etc. heard her kb n blabber I, I, I, I. damm.. hearing some1 say so much Wo, wo, wo, i. i. i make's me sick.
yet i dun have e heart to correct her.. sighs... seriously, i think ppl hu says too much of the word "I", meaning self makes me feel AH THE!!!

totally bored now.. antz bro is really a uncillvasied toad.. racist.. lol.. sighs..

prob. i shall read more shit on v-day. n think how i can spend it alone.

-dead- tt sure sucK

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