Tuesday, June 28, 2005

An entry tt spells H-E-A-D-A-C-H-E

wa.... wat a morning~ it's horrible. i can't believe i went back to bed after i off my alarm from my new samsung e720c phonE!! hehe! had a funny dream of some1 calling me. the name was revealed as wei wen .. but who the heck is tt? it was then i jump up! YECKS! it's like 8 pluS!
i sure change my surname to LAI, as in LAI ZHUANG. running late. it's terrible. make the worse mistaking of sms ppl to wake up. lol~ i losing my mind. too little sleep n too much gaming with cchsm gang. lol!
got a reply. kindof cool~ chiLLs!
every1 was late for nus rag thingy~ kindof of lost in arts fac. so embarassing.. turn out i was actually right beside the arts room~ AHhhh! got made fun of by mAY~ when i sms ravio grp tt i was lost..
saw the rag thinG! it's so cool~ the idea. i really wonder who thought of the theme! it rocks! then there was this show abt the previous rag events going on in school before. it's the usual thingy one could expected. however, it was the talk later lead by the senpais tt really moved me.
yeah sure, some ppl will prob thing it's crap shit about how they talk. trying to indoctrinate us to join e arts fac rag team. they all talk at the accomplishments of winning blah blah.. i could see some ppl were not at all convinced even i was not really focusing really well.. too much worries on my juniors in camp... just thinking to too much on other stuff~ aHHH
anyway, their talk kind of reminded of the sch days. my wushu bonding with e guys in cchsm. back then, our conhort were the 1st batch tt make wushu shine in cchsm. grabing all the gold silvers in intersch. national competitions! i could still remember the grin of our faces and coach guo n cai when we got the medals! all the hard work spent training for our team event produced results. it was good. it's was all so divided in the beginning. until we overcame all the shit among each other and clinch gold!
maybe i will see this in nus arts rug. who knows. just maybe.
lunch was sick. it was all too disappointing. not tt food was bad. not tt the atmosphere was bad. i was too lost to bother too much.. looking too much.. thinking too much.. a bit to recieve call from my juniors.. they SCREW up the LRI i think. to think we will drop from A to some shitty C. AH! it's a sad thing. after i leave the Guards. my juniors went to BMT.. the new guys simply could not make it. when they all came back. it was all too screw to make it any better~. it's so the 1st time sig str got an A during my era. now it's gonna be C.. it hit hard on my pride. really hard.
just couldn't get it over. with a combitation on the sleepless nights all head on gaming, and the crushing idea the As gone.. the headache returN..
it was crazy afterwards.
really crazY.. had an interesting talk with arron wo e gals~ the gals were shopping~

let's say i shall lets things cool down for a while 1st. too over eager will prob kill everything. at least, i prob got a chance? however little~
Ganbatte nei takuMI!
and god bless ym~ get it well soon~ n be cheerY~

cheeRioS~

Zzzzzzzzzzzz




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