murphY!

tired. so tired. spend the last night doing the njstar thing. right from registry to the installation. njstar simply refuses to perform. it's true i can type in chinese characters. but the irrating 1 sec delay box is an sore in the eye!

and after doing that, blogger does not acknowledge the chinese characters and posts it as ??????. i wonder, is it because the verdana fonting does not accept chinese output? or is it murphy's law all over ago? what goes wrong can always, and will forever go wrong.

so after all, no chinese for me.

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so i seems so~ just last night i swore that i would just lay in bed and get some decent sleep before i really drop. and guess what. i get a call from the residental ZHU. being some time since i listen to the voice of ZHU. little miss piggy's friend messed up her com again. it's quite funny to heard tt the self declare pro is at a loss. i got quite a laugh~ we chat about old times. how things are going on in our lives. it's delighting to know that she got over her past. and took a step forward! kindof of happy for her!

but i do pity the poor guy beside her racking his brains out to rescue her computer. he's prob feeling downright miserable when he reliease zhu xiao jie was talking to a guy~ haha~ zhu n i had a laugh over tt. gals can be so cruel at times. wat a time to ring me up~

hmm. let me announce to the world, as from today, i will not longer be part of the animeotaku club. so it's no more anime dling for me after i complete this season's anime.

maybe this is something i should long done. it's nice watching anime. since anime's really a world screaming with the thesis that "happily ever after". but we all know it's all not true right? too much anime just, just does not seem right to me at the moment.

and so now i shall start my life with a blank sheet. until some1 recovers from her greive and colors my pages. and i hers. for now, time alone is all she needs. and all i can give her is her choice to be alone. to recover all that is hers.

jia you!

ren sheng bu hui shi kong bai de
xue hui tong shi ren sheng bi jing zhi lu
zhi you chong po tong de king ji
ni cai hui zhao hui zi wo

wo jiang xin
ni ke yi de

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-The world is not beautiful. Therefore, it is. -