and then i reliease tt i am old ... an end...

不知不觉中， 渐渐发现自己真的老了。真困扰！！！

第一个记得的， 尽然是个超可爱的友人。 真细心！
第二 my dearest iby aka ivy grandaughter!
第三个当然是 snowpiggy!雪猪！！！ 哈哈
第四个来自个沉没的男人。 谢谢你
第五个是甘妹妹！ JenJen!!!
第六第七 and eight and nine and ten 。。。 哈哈哈！ special 10x to juUuuuDdddEeeeYY judY who knew somehow another!!!~!~!

谢谢你们！ 是你们让我感到温暖

突然，我有了一个愿望。 嗨。。。 无奈
if only wishes could be dreams and know my dreams will come true...

but this wish will never happen.
after all, wishes not not dreams.
dreams will only come true late in the night~

as a matter of fact, i guess i just have to be a happy chap in my dream.

in my dream. i can be with any1 i wanna be with.
if only my life was a dream, how wonderful it will be~
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it's gonna be more work later..with the meetings for project..readings.. haiZ.. just y can't i relax n chill a bit this week? just this week. where i can spend some quality time with the ppls i wanna be with.. just this week. then i can go back and b a mugger! arghZZZz
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i justed discovered something. i have changed. slightly more daring then b4.
no special meaning. just surprised. i doing things quite diff from b4.
no longer am i tongue tied at particular situations. all all situations, i can just crap on, hiding my real feelings.
but then again, is't it unhealthy to hide everything on how i feel? keeping everything within.
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and then, i join arts camp and o-week. and i learn tt i should open up more. and i meet every1 who made a impact on my life. i thank god for knowing the lot of ya
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surrounded by cchsm dudes, arts friends. i feel blessed.
let's hope every1 stays together always.

-The world is not beautiful. Therefore, it is. -