the cave i must have to stay sane...

and so they say tt life is like a taoist logo.... well, i guess it is
let's see... 2005 lessons were all fun, bundled with just about everyone around. 2006 lessons will be a total boring chore just to attend them... yucks..

2005 CORS bidding n tutorial balloting was a breeze. everything went according to schelude... 2006 CORS bidding was a nightmare... with CORS playing pranks on me... not registering the bid... and lots of crazy yr2 n 3s playing show hand in bidding... crazy bids like 4k. 3k is such a common sight in the crazy aunction.

2005 is a time where time n life is purely to myself. a time to be alone, a place to be alone.
2006 is a time where time is not more urs... it's shared by everyone.... day after day it's out of the house.... i wan to stay at home n just sit there doing nothing.... but then... lol~ guess only 1 of my friends will know this feeling :(, the bz gal who goes to meetings everyday n is booked~ lol~

wow.. me2. monday's book. tues booked.. wedneesday book.. just when thurs seesm to be a gd to finally rest.... calls come in.. n out i go...

sighs.... seeing too much ppl is such an unhealthy thing. i'm all of a sudden, terrify of seeing people.. so.. after tml's (okay.. technically, it's today. cos it's sat) i shall stay at home n ROT~ sunday is MY OWN DAY. kaoZ..

flipped the calender. and just then it dawned on me.. less then a week was personally time.. lol.. crap...

XXX

it's an irony~ when u feel tt u r so crowded by ppl who are around.. u feel a need to b alone .. to crave solitary....
however. when u r alone.. so alone like sem02... u crave attention n people...

humans r pathetic... as least.. i am.
mortals r "fan ren" after all.. we r weak..

only the man up there is gd.

XXX

Zhang Shao Han Newest CD - {Pan Duo La} is out ~ it rocks.. and she is so cute:P *winks winks*

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